Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Reconciliations [4/4/12]

Greetings!

Unfortunately, today was not the best day for me... Today, I became angry with my brothers, and of this, I am greatly displeased. I honestly feel really bad for being upset, but it is an anger that is still present; even hours after what happened. Why am I angry? I'm not sure. I think it might be because my feelings were played with, and to me, it was very unacceptable.

Sigh, the anger I felt today disgusted me. If there's anything I hate, it's when I become angry.  Feelings of hurt and anger crawl through my skin; my body begins to tremble, and I lose focus of what I'm doing. My face remains neutral, but my heart pounds uncontrollably. My thoughts are jumbled in my mind, and for a minute, I lose control of myself. It's like something overtook my body; something I couldn't control. This is why I hate being angry. It just isn't me.

Matthew 6:14 says, "For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you." We are meant to forgive those who do wrong to us, no matter how hard it is. I know I have already forgiven my brothers for what they have done to me, but I also know it's because I love them. It can be hard to forgive those who have always wronged you, but we must forgive them as well. We can't only forgive those we love; we must love our friends, and our enemies. This anger I felt today hasn't completely disappeared... But, I'm working on it. I wish I could never feel angry. Tonight, I will pray for God to forgive me for being angry, and I hope my brothers can forgive my anger as well.

On the bright side, those who angered me today gave me a good topic to write about for my blog, so thank you for that! :)

This was what was on my mind today, thanks for reading!

The song I listened to while writing this post: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwsvqVmFV6Y

- kjoosaurus out!
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10 comments:

  1. SamuelKApril 4, 2012 at 10:51 PM

    im pleased to hear that God has given u a forgiving heart. i hope He will answer your prayers. i mean i KNOW that He will answer your prayers and you won't get angry ever again! your friends must be very fortunate to have u as a friend..what they did sounds really terrible. :) but im sure they are glad that u forgave them :)

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    1. kjoosaurusApril 4, 2012 at 10:56 PM

      I'm glad I was able to forgive them too :) It's not fun being angry. Thanks for the comment! :)

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  2. Yoo Hwan OhApril 4, 2012 at 10:54 PM

    sometimes you have to show that you are angry.// don't keep it inside.. it's bad.. :)

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  3. Yoo Hwan OhApril 4, 2012 at 10:56 PM

    and.. what samuelK said.....-___-- darn it so much better than my comments....

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    1. kjoosaurusApril 4, 2012 at 10:58 PM

      Yoohwan, your comments mean a lot to me! It's so true that we shouldn't keep our anger inside... i actually do have a hard time talking about things when I get angry.

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    2. Yoo Hwan OhApril 4, 2012 at 11:02 PM

      muhahah now.. i feel bad for ppl who i was mad at.. i should pray as well.. to forgive me..:( when im mad i dont think about what ppl thinks.. i just get mad :(

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    3. kjoosaurusApril 4, 2012 at 11:37 PM

      It would be really good to pray about that; we should ask God for forgiveness when we become angry with others! :)

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    4. Yoo Hwan OhApril 5, 2012 at 12:12 AM

      I think it's amazing how. God forgives us all the time whatever we do.and gives us the power to forgive others as well. isn't he amazing?

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    5. kjoosaurusApril 5, 2012 at 4:15 PM

      He really is amazing... He's blessed us in so many ways, and I'm so glad you are able to recognize this! :)

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  4. SamuelKApril 4, 2012 at 10:58 PM

    lol its because i've been on the other side where i've upset ppl accidently

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